I was online early Saturday morning … preppin up for Soph’s
grad meeting @ the Montessori … my daughter’s a grown girl … we took different
destinations … she at SM struttin’ with Precious, mom’s at District, hugging
Starbuck’s choc’late, revivin’ my
playlist, makin’ my foot blush J
The effect of these past few days… visions and silhouette …
actually it all started last Christmas eve … mariner look shootsss!!! At first glance … how I wanted to see
things … until reality sets in … the truth is .. those big tough brown hands i
wanted to unwrap … were yours. Fuck!
Unfriendliness. That
dirty kitch that would have been this witch’! Logic. School
Feeds, 2013 January. Roxette.
The Age of Aquarius. Groupie! I follow and fuck my own ghost! I said to myself I was to ignore all
these. I’m chewing my own vomit. Such a disgrace! Love sucks!
Last night …
This scam gave me so much stress .. the minute my suspicion got wild … I turned off my
desktop and jumped to my bed like a frisky bunny lalala
The things tension does to my self proclaimed vow to chastity
… I felt
that Mexican bulldog bursting in my head .. damn …
The following morning …
I was late for work for the first time … that restlessness
and anxiety made me skip lunch … grab smokes … wear a bad hair … get lazy … police
connection … thought about getting drunk … chat parteehh with my FB friends …
Of all things … I have to tell my friends about that like as
if they can do something about … so ‘Nah go asking how I plan to do that … I
said with conviction and rolling eyes J
… I have a reservoir of flights of fancy
.. Nat was tongue tied … Bok a bit spaced out … I asked ‘Geh for a Friday night
drink except that I’m in QC and she’s in Ontario LOL … I was talking to my
grade school friend Nelia then her keyboard jerked off LOL … GerryBoy still
going nuts over a deactivating wacko haha … and this biatch still undecided if she’s
coming to CITEM’s 30th anniv dinner …
It's close to 5PM here ... Manila skies ...
It's close to 5PM here ... Manila skies ...
I’m on the edge and fidgety … I decided to send someone a
private message …
“hey, tell me a story …”
