A sick woman's musings :)

Cheers to my dear CITEM!!! I am a proud alumna! As I always say, what I am today as a topnotch ;) Marketing and events professional ... I owe to my 15 years of training under CITEM ... certainly under the solid (sometimes painful LOL) mentorship of AMP, ACD, LAM, JBG, RTK, Chatz,  that healthy coopetition with my peers, my trooper ITSED family, and the lifelong friendships I made ... having said that ... of course you know i'm a sweet bitch LOL ... it's a little sad that until this day, I carry in my heart that same lingering prayer ... it's been a drought since AMP ... resurrection badly needed … I pray for what a "topnotch" organization like CITEM deserves … good leadership. Amen

I've been sick for close to a week now.  They say, you get a little touchy, nostalgic, emotional, melancholic during these times.  Also because My dear CITEM celebrated its 30th anniversary ... so I was there ... sight seeing for some familiar, seemingly happy ... faces.  I posted a little something in Facebook, a few hours before I finally made up my mind, firming up plans with one of my all time favorite girls, Phia Lorraine ;)... not for anything else but i did really want to make sure that I was feeling a little better before I decide to do something drastic like parteeeeiii all night ... somehow I had that bad feeling this condition was going to be a bit prolonged than usual.  And I can't afford to be away from the office that much.  So there a day after Valentines, my anakish Jhona coming home from her Tokyo trip ... ol' ITSED sortee ... my only available day ... Friday :) ... their mom eggxited alredy.

His first formal interview went well.  What can I say, he wasn't class valedictorian for nothing :) ... along with Jeffie, he's always in my prayers ... I can see how sensitive his present condition is ... I prayed relentlessly for our friend Ronnie ... I've got that prayer answered.   Our Sea Princess now on board ;).

A cancer veteran, he lost another cousin very recently ... my good friend Jonathan a bit tensed about that lump resting on that lower right shoulder ... mine.  I made him a promise ... Id go get see my doctor this Saturday.

My favorite line that Friday night ... "You hold on to anything that will put you together." :)

Dreamt fo you.  And how it felt so real.   Tomorrow when I take the bus again for work ... i run them in my head again .... my practice lines.

So here I am ... trying my best to move on.  I'd like to believe I did.  Or pretend I was really trying.