The first half of this year ...

For all my electronic mails, I use GMA's and gmail. The latter, I decided on jusz this year. Perhaps a premonition of things to come. The witch in me, I guess. :)

So I don't come to yahoo to check my emails. My closest of kith and kin know that. All my three yahoos :(. I don't go there. I don't use updates. Am pretty safe.

I grew tired of Yahoo Profile, Yahoo Pulse now. My last update was early this year. Or may be I can put it this way, I am growing fonder of my new home for my online journal ... here :) ... Yahoo Profile to me has become too lazy, lousy. I am only connected to four of my friends in YP. Not much of a network really. We're all active in FB anyway. A lovelier garden :)

And YM ... I was told that my original addy was deleted from the list a long time ago. And maybelle, stealthed, since 2008, that's confirmed. I was written off after I bravely lambasted his girl, Hali, in one of my stats. I was sorry for calling them pigs and dogs. But I meant what I said, I ain't taking anything back. One year forward, I was proven right, Hali's true colors, and all his consents to that.

I still go online, from time to time, depending on my mood, depending on who's online. I use either of the three, irma, maybelle, lillad ... And when I do, most likely I am invincible, errrrr .... invisible, and my useful, one-way mirror ;)

Extremist ... I either hit the bed early or leave it until my power box explodes :)

Technically, I am behind iron curtains. What my friends have seen and read, confirmed or otherwise. It will hang like a scythe above me, ready and waiting to chop my neck, and make my head roll. And even if it does, I ain't looking up anymore, only to see, in its full glory, the blades that will hit my face.

People miss me there. My friends.
But there are other playgrounds. We see each other there. My friends. People who miss me there.
So I won't let it happen again, for the nth ...

I cut. I bleed.

You watch.

I die.

You turn away.