faux

in random order ...
no blue prints, no blinking signs
you cross path with these kinds in random order

LA VIDA LOCA
there's nothing to view.  so why view?
i stopped viewing because i had nothing to see
almost 3 years ago, a few months before I left GMA
i remember signing up.  i was searching i must admit
and so i stumbled upon it in this vast highway.
birth years' nothing.  but some beginnings of a life long drama.
my destiny.
tinsley you are such a bogus.
may the good Lord bless you on your false solicitations
yes, indeed, this place nothing but treacherous.

TWO TONES
paid for good advice
i thought so
but
this was solid bogus
lahat mali
lahat kabaliktaran
to think that i was
so starry eyed as i was
sharing this to my alleged
twin soul (lol)
tsk tsk
i paid a good some of money for deception.

ET, TU BRUTE
Oh, i've had a handful of them
In my lifetime
mainly in my adult years
old people disguised as friends
i thought were my friends
mistaken to be my friends
oh this was easy for me
Of course i got hurt but
sabi ko nga ...
Nakakalungkot pero
hindi nakapanghihinayang
people like them i dropped
with no second thoughts
of course, they regret to lose me
Too late, too bad
i'm already gone.


THIS LOVE
you know what,
each time i go back
to that night in June
and each time i tried, i did, yes, i did try
to get to the bottom of it
but there were just too many
i love yous
fancy words like barbiturates
intoxicated me like a drug
i got lost there in the twirl
today like yesterday
like those days when reality
unfolding big crystal clear
i still ask myself
kung alin, ano, at hanggang saan ang totoo
sa loob ng dalawang buwan
kung may totoo man
and like those days, ordinary days
until this very day
i am lost.
in this trance.

HERE CYBER
a place to hide
a place to lie
one too many
be wary,