... that lily allen song ... with a li'l wine and a moan ... when i see you cry ...
la la la la la la la
tat was a heartbreaker ... nasaktan talaga ako dun huh, akala mo ba ...
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥wuV♥u♥
... cooler than the flipside of my pillow
You ...
make me smile like the sun
fall out of bed
sing like bird
dizzy in my head
spin like a record
craZy on a Sunday night
Baby, you ...
make me dance like a fool
forget how to breathe
shine like gold
buzz like a bee
jusz the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, baby you ..
Even when I'm gone,
somehow you come along just like
a flower pokin' through the sidewalk crack
and just like that ...
... it hits me when it hits me. moments like this. me wantin' to get laZy. dump myself in bed. throw my weight on you. snuggle under the sheets. and a li'l pillow fight just before that. then rest my head on your chest. and for the first time in almost 4 years ... sleep.
(am not sure if i'd ever gonna get it again. am jusz miszin' the feeling. in case i do get it back ... i promise to sing him this song even when am always out of tune.)
I like to remember things my own way. how i remembered them, not necessarily the way they happened. I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next. My DeLicioUs ambiguity.
... my other garden ;)
About Me
- Irma
- I'm not a graceful person. I'm not a Sunday morning or a Friday sunset. I am a Tuesday 2AM, I am gunshots muffled by a few city blocks, I am a broken window during February. My bones crack on a nightly basis. I fall from elegance with a dull thud, and I apologize for my awkward sadness. I sometimes believe that I don't belong around people, that I belong to all the leap days that didn't happen. The way light and darkness mix under my skin has become a storm. You don't see the lightning, but you hear the echoes.
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