I like to remember things my own way. how i remembered them, not necessarily the way they happened. I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next. My DeLicioUs ambiguity.
... my other garden ;)
About Me
- Irma
- I'm not a graceful person. I'm not a Sunday morning or a Friday sunset. I am a Tuesday 2AM, I am gunshots muffled by a few city blocks, I am a broken window during February. My bones crack on a nightly basis. I fall from elegance with a dull thud, and I apologize for my awkward sadness. I sometimes believe that I don't belong around people, that I belong to all the leap days that didn't happen. The way light and darkness mix under my skin has become a storm. You don't see the lightning, but you hear the echoes.
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
I am a Velveteen Rabbit myself :)
I wasn't singing this when I was twenny three. I was too young, I didn't know the world ... I was jusz explorin' it.
Seventeen years after ... when I have tried everything ... God tell me, is it wrong to search?
Scarcely I did. Reluctantly I did. I wasn't even aware that I did.
I searched and I was wrong, and wronged ...
So after then, I chose to be steady ...
So may be then ... that time ... I was dressed with cotton and thread ...
... and so a few years back, I wanted something more ... of this life ... of myself ...
... and so even when I was mistaken ... i do still crave ...
... this gYpsy life, this fairy tale, black or white to find ...
... Real. I jusz thought, and hoped, that Baby, it was you. With you.
"Aren't I lovely
And do you want me cause
I am hungry for something that will make me real
Can you see me and
Do you love me cause
I am desperately searching for something
Real."
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