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I'm not a graceful person. I'm not a Sunday morning or a Friday sunset. I am a Tuesday 2AM, I am gunshots muffled by a few city blocks, I am a broken window during February. My bones crack on a nightly basis. I fall from elegance with a dull thud, and I apologize for my awkward sadness. I sometimes believe that I don't belong around people, that I belong to all the leap days that didn't happen. The way light and darkness mix under my skin has become a storm. You don't see the lightning, but you hear the echoes.

Sunday, January 16, 2011

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Last week was lazy. This week I was lazier :). And this morning I got mean. I tried to put if off by getting my usual power nap. I woke up so ready and recharged. Hear this, hear all!

Just this morning I was chatting with MyFF, and Wednesday night on SMS with ... I can’t tell this time sowiiiii, and whew, it really breaks my heart to hear all the horrific sob stories from old office. All the embarrassing booboos and flaks they get from DTI and BETP not to mention their roster of diminishing clienteles. It feels like CITEM is a hopeless case. A dead end. Sad that the people at the helm are too preoccupied with their self-vested interests. And the ugly, dirty fights they get themselves into they have neither remorse nor shame at all as they flaunt, without hesitation, all the dirty linens before the very eyes of their staff, DTI family, clients, event attendees, MalacaƱang people. Shameless!

This all started from Botox Queen who as I always say treated CITEM like her handbag. Only a poor leadership can be infiltrated by clowns, so there it made easy for a corrupt Arroyo to make a once useful CITEM a Dumpster for jesters :(. Not even a pedigree education can stop.

Pedigree I always have a proven anti-thesis to that. I am not impressed easily. A thoroughbred is definitely more than a piece of paper from New York City. Awwww c’mon. Manila Shame International is my peg!

The bible-quoting prayerful … I have always been suspicious of these characters that lurk inside their very organized pretentious offices. Here’s my take: One, justice should be served on the credit card scam, along with all the people who consented to that. Two, if this self-righteous whatever, will really decide to do what is right this time, then self-righteous will have to step down instead of “shamelessly” cling into a power she does not deserve, and could not use for the good of the agency and it speople which has been her home and family even before it was my home and family.

The lack of shame. The absence of decency. Incompetence. The latter alone is enough reason for me to tender an irrevocable resignation. Bu then that's me. I am known for my pride and principle.

CITEM will always be in my prayers. And my prayer is for God to take all of them away at all cost, by all means. I don’t fucking care, how and where! For as long as they get replaced. Now na, ASAP. And next in my prayer list, a new, better leadership to pull my old office out of all the shame, and the pains they put it through, and regain its position as the country’s first and the only TPO in the running.

So there this afternoon just before my powerful catnap, I posted this on my FB wall:
Hey CITEM friends, be careful what you say in FB against an awfully pathetic management, someone from your friends list will print that and give it to the gods. Cover your asses there's a kiss ass in your list!

(and speaking of the kiss ass … don’t sweat, kiss ass nga lang eh, that’s all they can do, that’s all they’re worth. Period.)

Hey it’s my sweet Sunday, I’m watching movies tonight. I summon all mypiXie friends :) … my witches brew … to flush out all negative thoughts left-overs from that pre-afternoon nap chit chat ;). And yes, I am claiming the answers to my above prayers. Zero, Zip, Zilch, Nada. ;) Tatah!

So here, a good dosage of Positive :):

1. I found a Center for Sophie. And her first week went good. A little extended time for Math. Another try why not :). Her tutors on Facebook, too :). Time has changed. Online education :)

2. My blueberry’s here!!!!!!!!!! Too long the wait. too eggcited EMD. :) too high my learning curve. It got me all pre-occupied this weekend updating my contacts from my old Nokia phonebooks. And yes, thank you to Jec Z. of ISG (whose sisters were my schoolmates from Jackson high) , my lone kababayan from ‘Gapo … sobrang salamat for installing my Blackberry software on my office desktop :). Bagay all my capdase screen guard and yeah yeah PURPLE jelly case … and of course my wrist strap ;) woot woot

3. I have a new Donella, too. It’s navy blue and I love the material.

4. A new Nine West, too. Dark blue. And smaller. I dunno, I been cravin’ for smaller bags lately. I lost :( a bid online just recently with denim and pink. I got this instead. :). Thank God for tat new boutique shop beside McDo Dasma Bayan for all the imported stuff. Sophie and I are now regulars ehehe.


Here's a shot of my new Nine West bag sitting like a queen on my red swivel computer chair ........ funkeiiiiiiiiiii

5.

O diba, if you have a fish plate like this, all fish dishes will look good keber na Salinas smoked fish lang yan, stockfish, dried fish, long-chowed anchovy … they will all looked “pogi”. Soph and I got this bargain plate form e-Mart last Sunday for less than 200 bucks. A good buy ei.

6. ... the drama of the silent poetry

Sol Halabi's Gustav's Dream at artodyssey and Andres Barrioquinto's Cystal Gazer at Manila Art.






7. Oooppps … someone’s been trying very very hard early this week. Wednesday while ACE was having their meeting. I told Boklay, lugi kami, kasi yung mga kalaban na trolls techy. One they know how to use google’s web cache. Long before that, my journal’s pages have been saved on someone’s desktop, most likely at home, in the bedroom harharhar, file:///C::/Users/Owner/Desktop/irma.the gypsy life April 2010.mht … so on and so forth

8. “I love being Taurus. I am always Taurus. I play the bull part very well. Watch out … My horns pointed at you. ;) ... hush hush” … the Bull Fairy ;)




Someone’s Ophiuchus. The serpent bearer. La vida loca in the snake's pit. That explains the love for the company of snakes. “(Jusz) Married “ to a snake. Spittin’ venom on a fairy’s face


A staircase somewhere in New York City from a fashion blogger. Red, white and all the words :). I think ama wanna build a "stairway" lyke tiz and send it to BFRV hahahaha






















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