until these words dressed up what used to be a string of catatonic boxes ...
it felt like some kind of perpetual dread
train rides ...
Y de pronto, no estás. Adiós, amor, adiós.
Ya te marchaste.
Nada queda de ti. La ciudad gira:
molino en el que todo se deshace.
At bigla kang nawala. Paalam, pag-ibig, paalam.
Nakaalis ka na.
Walang iniwang bakas. Umiikot ang siyudad:
parang gilingan na dinudurog ang lahat.
And suddenly, you are not there. Good-bye, love, good-bye.
You already left.
Nothing remains of you. The city turns:
It is a mill where everyhing falls apart.
In memoriam of Ikot Poetry project of UP Quill some years back. Kudos to this Promotional Reading Campaign. Hurrah to all voracious readers and "hippie*" writers ;)
Thanks to God Antifornicator (sextonfurnival) ... Instituto Cervantes, the DOTC, above all, my gratitude to the the dead and the forgotten ... a poet's ashes immortalized ... tattooed in moving walls of steel.
suddenly back to me :)
*Hippie, a noun to many, an adjective to my friends Arnold and Jonathan, their way to describe, my raw, stubborn way of writing. This writer's refusal to learn the conventional techniques in the four cornerstone of a university ... primarily because she gets a bit constipated with rules .
Writers and artists ... they have no rules. (pun intended.)
I like to remember things my own way. how i remembered them, not necessarily the way they happened. I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next. My DeLicioUs ambiguity.
... my other garden ;)
About Me
- Irma
- I'm not a graceful person. I'm not a Sunday morning or a Friday sunset. I am a Tuesday 2AM, I am gunshots muffled by a few city blocks, I am a broken window during February. My bones crack on a nightly basis. I fall from elegance with a dull thud, and I apologize for my awkward sadness. I sometimes believe that I don't belong around people, that I belong to all the leap days that didn't happen. The way light and darkness mix under my skin has become a storm. You don't see the lightning, but you hear the echoes.
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