i was tinkering with my phone
erasing messages and images
updating my contacts
unlocking my lock features
... i was getting lousy lazy in bed ... wasting time ...
it was the last entry I was gazing on
i fell asleep and left it open
i rolled over and the "call' button was pressed
and there the silliest, freakiest accident
i think it was 3 o'clock in the morning.
(MORALS OF THE STORY: no tinkering of phones when sleepy better yet don't sleep with your phone. always always keep the lock features, that keeps it safe, that keeps you sane. for heaven's sake ... delete Charlie Brown from your contacts!)
... fuck me baby ... am so so so stupiddddddddddd! I so hate myself today.
I like to remember things my own way. how i remembered them, not necessarily the way they happened. I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next. My DeLicioUs ambiguity.
... my other garden ;)
About Me
- Irma
- I'm not a graceful person. I'm not a Sunday morning or a Friday sunset. I am a Tuesday 2AM, I am gunshots muffled by a few city blocks, I am a broken window during February. My bones crack on a nightly basis. I fall from elegance with a dull thud, and I apologize for my awkward sadness. I sometimes believe that I don't belong around people, that I belong to all the leap days that didn't happen. The way light and darkness mix under my skin has become a storm. You don't see the lightning, but you hear the echoes.
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